Silly how you determine whether God loves you or not based on your feeling and your so called trial balance sin.
Or maybe that's what's called rational? And as I grow older, I become more 'rational', not that same girl with magical rainbow suddenly pop out of her head.
And it's more silly how finally you realize one sin leads to another. Good luck dina on finding your way back home, that's what I always said to myself lately.
I assume God doesn't love me anymore. So when I'm having a problem, I feel ashamed to ask for His help. Then I remember what he said. That's the problem in some of us. We know that we are far from God but do not have courage to go back and widen the distance. Ironic.
Numb and lost. Good luck dina on finding your way back home.
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